I realized today that I’m still angry at God for how my life is going. I have repented of this anger many times before. But I am realizing that this is something I need to daily surrender to God.
It seems ironic to me but I am angry that he hasn’t yet provided a way for me to be in full time vocational ministry. Others around me keep getting amazing opportunities and I’m stuck fixing air conditioners.
I believe that God is sovereign and good and thus is working everything for my greatest joy, but I’m having a hard time enjoying where I am now. So again today I had to repent for holding that against him and not trusting his eternal wisdom.
Are you chronically angry at God for anything?